I've run into these sort of Facebook posts a lot lately.
Such as "when" I'm depressed, such and such happens. Or the idea that they swing in and out of depression.
This is not the kind of depression I experienced.
I don't understand this "when" I'm depressed, or the idea that you can come in and out of depression. With my depression, it was full time, all the time. And when I came out of it, it was very, very slowly. I mean, it took years and there never was a moment when I could say, this is "when."
Is this a case of diagnosed clinical depression? Or just someone feeling sad?
Or maybe I'm wrong and there is a type of depression that comes and goes. I get that there is bipolar--I suppose that could be it. But the way these people talk about depression it seems like they come in and out of it daily.
But, yeah, depression wasn't just a mood I was in. It was a sickness, a chemical imbalance. I can't say it didn't happen because of some choices I made, because I eventually came out of it at least partly from some choices I made. But it was complete and total when I was in it.
I don't wish to dismiss people's feelings of depression, but I wonder if this kind of "depression" isn't just mood changes and not the deeper, more complex total depression. Because clinical depression is damn severe and not something that comes and goes. At least, that was my experience.
It worries me that people might think that people can just choose to not to be depressed. In a way, it diminishes the real problem
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